I woke up this morning too but I got other things to tell
Finally I got something more than “I woke up this morning” to tell!
I went to the movies yesterday and watched “The Sorcerer’s Apprentice” it was kind of hilarious though the saloon was quite cold T_T Anyways, fun movie, watch it some time =D
Before that I went around town with my Uncle at had a great time too =) It’s always fun being with him. I hope he’ll move to Gothenburg this year so I’ll have some company. I’m soon starting school *grin*.
Why I in the first place got the impulse to update my blog – I was drinking O’boy (milk + chocolate) and tried to scrape of the chocolate in the bottom of my glass. A few days ago I was doing that (as usually) and my mom looked at me from across the table and said: “You wished you had a longer tongue?”
And I realized; “Yes, indeed.” Which lead us to one thing after another. In the end, think about it: It would be fun having a long tongue.
I’m currently being a house-sitter for my friend’s family. Which isn’t all that bad. I just have to get my ass over there once a day and feed the poor flower and check everything. I don’t wanna sleep over there. Boring as hell, I tried out one night and it wasn’t anything for me.
And I’ve decided to don’t-give-a-shit-anymore about Martin. I’m the kind of person who hates when someone else is making me stand still in life and not being able to move. I don’t know if I’m a complete moron or not for not have given a shit about maybe, JUST MAYBE! HE’LL NEVER SEE ME ANYTHING ELSE THAN AN ENTRANCE YOU CAN FUCK! So, this.. So called “love” is puuure bullshit. I don’t think I like him in the least. It’s the fun play of mouse and cat game we’re playing that keeps my interest on top. Because he’s here and gives me just enough attention to keep me waiting for him. Well, fuck him. I got a message from him yesterday and well.. Since I didn’t have the number registered in my phone book (I deleted it); I didn’t answer it since it’s “unknown”.
Funny enough, I dreamed about it and if I interpret that dream – the chances of getting away from him and he not caring one bit looks rock solid. I’m so pleased right now even if the weather is shit and I couldn’t block his number on my phone.
Tomorrow I’m meeting up with my adorable Uncle again. He’s going to attend a wedding on Saturday and have to sleep over at his friend’s place so he can get to the wedding. I’ll be meeting up with him before he gets picked up so I can have his cellphone ^^, He asked if I wanted to have it and fucking YES I DO! I just wanna get a cellphone I can press the buttons and something happens!
Later, if I’m still in the mood. I’m gonna make some.. There’s no translation for ‘bullar’! So ok, sorry Jason and Sherri =_= I’ll be making something tasty!
Which reminds me.. I haven’t heard from Sherri in a loooooooooooooooooooooooong time and I’m starting to get lonely and I miss her xD Which I rarely do. It feels like something is missing and I’m unconsciously waiting for something. Uuuoohhh! *applies a victory bandanna on my forehead*
That would be all I think.. Until next update suckers.. WAAAIT!!! I got a little favor to ask. Please, everyone who reads my blog LEAVE A COMMENT ON THIS POST SO I KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE THERE ARE! It’s a small thing to ask for is it not? And yes Alana, you should leave a comment too.
Yoosh ~
Don’t fret
I’ve been having the same theme for over a year now and I felt like I wanted to change it. Also, this theme is somewhat easier to deal with when it comes to writing quotes ^^,
I don’t have much to tell. I got a letter from Labyul and I’ve replied. Soon I’ll get my letter from Wendelsberg about school. I need to call CSN which I haven’t done yet (bad me).
Been reading some manga and taking it easy. I went and visited a new film renting store called Hemmakväll. Really nice actually, you can buy movies and games there too =)
ERrrrh… AJ as been here like always but not today. I asked her to let me be for myself for some time and she let me ^^,
Been talking to Jason, I was quite nervous talking to him through the mic, even if his didn’t work 
Sherri hasn’t answered my mail yet, could be because I told her to ignore me for the time being and only focus on her studies. I gotta say, I feel pretty lonely without her T_T SO IF YOU NOW DO ENTER MY BLOG AND READ! DON’T WORRY I’M NOT THE LEAST BIT SAD AT ALL!!!
I’m still waiting for a game to find its way to my computer. It has been over 3 days now =_=
I went to HTC homepage to find myself a nice cellphone. And if I take 3 of them and mix them, I would get the phone I want. Right now it stands between HTC Tattoo and Wildfire. If I know myself right, I think I’d prefer Tattoo better. The screen ‘s smaller and easier to reach with just one hand. Yep yep.. Only 2 500 kr T_T Someone give me money xD
And I’ve stopped updating my Wish-list, I get depressed whenever I see all the stuff I want.
I’m also currently taking care of a house for my friend’s family. They’ve gone to Russia for 2 weeks and they needed someone to look after the house. I’m going over on Sunday. I bet I’ll be lonely in that big place.. Booh, and I’m not allowed to have someone sleeping over either.
My day rhythm is completely fucked. I should go to bed now actually but if I know myself right, I won’t.
Ok, now I’m probably to fall asleep standing in an hour ^^,
Heiwajima Shizuo
“Some people lose the ability to think clearly in the face of fear.”
“You were aiming for my head just then, weren’t you?
So you knew that I could die depending on where you hit me, right?
And since you knew that, trying to kill me there means you wanted to kill me, right?
Then.. You won’t complain no matter what I do to you!”“People who possess overwhelming power tend to inspire instinctual fear.
To him, acting violently is like wearing clothes- no, he lives solely on violence- no, he’s violence incarnate.”
Sheesh, people who’s facing fear and cannot contain your mentality, why the heck did you even get close to the person. You should be able to sense who’s who. Especially when it’s instinctual.
Square root of 3
“If I were to express your charm with points, it’d be the square root of three.”
“So, in other words, I’m so beautiful that you can’t evenly divide me?”
“More like, you’re too difficult for elementary school kids, so we shouldn’t show you to them.”
Nightmares
I don’t know if I should listen to my dream or not. But haven’t I read somewhere that dreams are we seeing into our unconscious? If that’s the case. Then I’m not freaking straight and I don’t like guys either O_o
I dreamed once that I was human, but a special kind of human. A bit out of the ordinary; stronger, faster, agile.
I killed a vampire girl without feelings and if I think about it. I might have been a bit excited when I straddled her and let my fingers crush into her throat. (Though the most satisfying part of it all was she annoyed the hell out of me and I pretended to be meek and when the time was right, I killed her)
This night, I dreamed about getting together with a guy. I didn’t want to, but it’s what the world was, boys with girls. Other combinations wasn’t allowed. I felt sick, but I went “with the flow”, if I remember correctly I had to force myself to act normal.
He, of course, wanted to have sex with me and so I let him. The unwritten rule I had to follow; A girl aren’t allowed to love girl.
I was not the least bit excited about it. Only torture. It felt like I was going mad. The worst part was that his dick was like a monster. It sucked on my finger, eating me. I got scared when I realized that was going to reach into me and suck the life out of me.
And like all dreams, I woke up.
My stomach still cringe when I think about it.. I guess I’m not meant for guys ^^ ? I won’t take any hasty conclusions. But I will keep it in mind. I trust myself quite a lot.