Archive for June, 2010
Getting old already?
I guess I must be getting old. Or I’m just so OUT of form. I got sciatica.
I just got interrupted with my writing and gave mom a massage she gave one to my left part of the butt. I screamed like a bitch.
Anyways, I just guess I had a bit of misfortune, same I suspect with my money… Haven’t gotten them yet so I’m starting to believing something went a bit wrong on the way. I need to check that up immediately.
Need to call juvenile reception, have to check myself. I might have something I don’t want to have =_=
I played Call of Juarez – Bound in Blood. I HATE the third Christian brother. I’m sorry (or not) but I fucking loath Christians. When it comes to our beloved *sarcasm* God I go by the saying “I don’t believe in something I can’t see”. That’s the only time I believe that. Normally I do believe in ghosts once in a while. I’m pretty sure that our eyes have been clouded over time so we don’t see what’s sharing our world. But that’s just probably me not wanting life to be plain and boring. A bit of imagination boosts my will to live. That’s why I don’t wanna have answers to some question; Purpose with life? Fuck that, let me tell you. It’s not the answer or the end that’s the fun, it’s the journey to where we’re going. The ending might be the same you know, but the journey never is. Stop giving a shit about the ending already! ENJOY THE NOW! You rarely go to the cinema to watch the ending of the movie, right? You wanna watch the middle act and get to the conclusion in the ending telling you things and you’ll feel different feelings about it. Anger, hate, love, happiness.
“Life is what you make it to be” it is, but some things are inevitable for all of us. We ARE controlled by rules and things we’re not allowed to do, common sense too.
I have no clue who this is dedicated to. But wrote this to myself to straighten out my shit, and to those how will listen and want to hear it.
Oh, and one more thing. If you have answers, find them within yourself. Getting someone else’s answer might not be what you really want.
Here’s a favorite of mine: Give love to those who deserve it.
With this (feels like I’ve just done what every priest have done =_=) I’m going to play some more games and enjoy myself.
Where are you?
Here
What time is it?
Now
What are you?
This moment
The sound of Victory
My computer isn’t broken anymore xD!!! Woho, I had to buy a new power supply, keyboard and a mouse for my computer. Over 1 000 kr =_= *sweats* Oh well, I sold my bed so I didn’t really loose any money 
My short update!
Oh, I can add, I got color! RED. I burned my back T_T
Fable III
OMG!!!
I can’t FUCKING BELIEVE IT!!! Uh.. Microsoft? Or whoever it is making Fable III, has decided to release it to the computer >_<!!! I don’t know what to say! I wanna kiss them and SMOOCH THEIR ASSES IF I HAVE TO until they understand my gratefulness.
So, easy peasy information:
Fable III
Platforms: Pc and xBox 360
Release Date: 26th of October 2010 MIDNIGHT
I’m pumped! Awh shit, I’ll be in school when it’s released xD Oh gawd.. I need to look up the price for it! O_o OR I might not get one :O I’m gonna save away some money!
Over and out! xD
I got white stuff EVERYWHERE!
I decided to offer my services to my friend. This is getting pretty dirty isn’t it? I was helping him to paint in his new house actually, white paint. I’m starting to hate the color =_=
Ahrg.. Never mind that though.. I painted ’til Friday, then I went to my grandma’s place and slaved around until Saturday. I needed to get home, I missed my fucking bed so much!
And well… Even if I’ve told people I don’t like sex. I still get incredibly horny after 2 years. Luckily, I had one I could ask if he could help me out. Hoho, this was the funnies sex ever xD Note to self: Don’t watch ‘Alice in Wonderland’ while having sex.
Seriously, even if it felt good I started to laugh because once in a while that wicked rabbit, sitting by the tea table with the hatter, laughed. I may not have reached orgasm but it was plenty good anyways ;P A little practice and this will go smoothly one day *hohoho*. Funny, I can still smell his perfume in my room *sniffs around*.
I bought a book, called ‘The Rich Man’s Blackmailed Mistress’ by Robyn Donald. The book isn’t that thick but heeeey, it contains unlimited sexual desire and so on. Hoho.. But what I really wonder. Is there actually such an attraction to another person? If so, PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU’VE HAD THIS HAPPENED TO YOURSELF!! Goddammit I hate and love books.. Shoot =_= I’ll probably run to the store when I get my money to buy myself another book *sigh*. I want to experience the white haze and drown in my own sexual pleasure. And when is that EVER going to happen =_= ? Don’t answer that question for me. I don’t wanna know. And don’t come telling me “Those who wait for something good doesn’t wait forever”. Fuck that..
I sold my bed, I got half the money I need to buy my phone *excited*. I actually helped the couple to assemble the bed. Or they would never have bought it. And for 1 000 kr ($123,65) it was TOTALLY WORTH IT!
Now, I’m gonna research around the Internet about pregnancies. Who knows, I actually made him take me with out condom for a few seconds. Hoho, I was a bit too excited *hm* Well, I’m fucking proud over myself to actually want it, gonna pat myself on the shoulder now *pat*. There, nice, I feel like a new person *grin*. My stomach hasn’t been agreeing with me today so I wanna know if I’m just paranoid, or just having a bad day with my tummy ;P
But this will be a problem actually! I wanna adopt a kid when I get older (much older) But another option is finding a nice guy and have sex with him so he makes me pregnant. This guy is one of those actually, it would suck if I had his kid now =_= Bah, I’ll just shut up about it and wait a few years before I make him take me again *evil*. I bet I’m just having a bad day with my stomach xD Too much chocolate *stares at the trashcan*. Enough chatting, I’ve updated ;D
