Daily life
1.2 KG Candy
My family came yesterday and visited me for the first time =) They also brought Alana with them. I got all of the stuff I wanted from home I’ll probably need more sooner or later.
Except for that my, I dunno what to call him, “crush” (?), talked to me when he saw my guitar and asked if I wanted him to be my private teacher. Luckily my brain didn’t malfunction so I managed to answer him with a ‘Yes’.
And that fucker still have a girlfriend. I want to CRY MY EYES out but I see it won’t be worth all that. Sure there are other people here. Approximately 200 people except him. So I’m wonder; WHY HIM OF ALL PEOPLE?! I could have taken one who’s single and aren’t against a relationship. Though.. How would want to have one with me when I can’t feel shit? I think I’ll go and have a talk with our welfare officer or psychologist or whatever I’m supposed to call her.
Emotional-constipations is my trait.
I’m glad I’m not saying something like: To add insult to injury, or I would’ve probably tried to kill him by now.
That bag of candy that came my way got here in the nick of time I think =_= I don’t have to use all of my money to buy candy.
Argh, sheesh.. I’m glad that no one here knows I own a blog and I actually update it every now and then. *grin* I could talk about whatever I want. Ah, but I have to use cover names or else people could probably find me via google ;D Hoho, whatever.
So… I should get started on my snailmail replies I have waiting here. And read my psychology too *cries*.
Fuck me sideways
Wendelsberg Folkhögskola
Yeah, long time no see!
So I’ve changed city and started school again. It feels awesome =) I’ve met a lot of new people who I think will become very important to me in the future ^^, It feels so nice to not have to check over my shoulder to see if there’s a person I don’t wanna meet. But guess what? There’s a girl I never even introduced myself to and she is already talking shit about me. I think that girl is very bored and has a low self esteem or such. Oh well, I don’t care ^^, I got my friends and they like me for who I am =) If they now would believe in rumors more than me then I gotta tell them that they’d suck big time xD
My first week as been a bit nervous and I still am to be honest. But right now I’m ill =_= It sucks hard and bad. I felt really ill this morning, yuck I was about to puke every time I spoke so I just shut up and spoke through paper and phone xD
My neighbors are alright I guess. Though I seriously dislike the double room next to mine =_= Gosh, if they died I wouldn’t cry.
I’m dry out of words even if I haven spoken in a week here. I guess nothing is that special or I’m just too absentminded to give a shit
anyways, see ya
Hentai, perv, snusk, SICKO!
Ok, there IS ACTUALLY A LIMIT TO HOW GROSS PEOPLE CAN BE! I read a manga, nice. A girl and a boy they’re reaaaally perverted. I liked the story, I got turned on myself.. Until she pee’d herself and he got a hard-on and then he later pees himself to “return” the favor. I fucking deflated instantly.
And I’ll be defending myself right now, no I don’t have anything against people who like “weird” shit but PLEASE, I don’t wanna see, hear or anything else about those preferences. I may not have much of a sex life but don’t ruin what I got T_T
EDIT: I thought the manga might change somewhat.. NOW THEY BOTH ARE STANDING ON A TALL BUILDING PEEING OUT ON THE CROWD. And guess what? They’re starting to get horny too. What the fuck..
… if he’s not marrying you
This is a conversation between two lady friends, giving advice to you.
G1: I used to think that I had never been dumped
G2: Yeah, then we started comparing notes and then we realize; Hey wait a second we both’ve been dumped by every man we ever been with.
G1: Every one.
G2: Yeeea.
G1: But they do it so skillfully, so sneaky. That you think it was your idea.
G2: Yeah, you’re sitting back and you’re like: Oh, oh, yeah this is my idea but wait a second? Why am I alone?
G1: Why am I unhappy? Why have I gained 20 pounds?
They Jedi-mind trick you, y’know what I’m saying?G2: Yeh, mhm.
G1: See they do a soft pass.
G2: They got little lies they’d like to tell you.
G1:Yeah.. Like: “Oh, I don’t wanna stand in your way”
G2: “You’re perfect but it’s I just have to work on myself.”
G1: Right, right “I’m just thinking of your happiness.”
G1: “I don’t deserve you”, that’s my favorite.
G1: You know what I like? “I’m so jealous of the guy who gets to marry you.”
Well.. That could’ve been you.G2: Yeah.
G1: That was.. What I was leaning towards?
G2: And let me tell you something; the second you hear that, you just run to the store get yourself some rims and some ice cream cuz you have been dumped.
August 15th
So, fellas. It’s spiked and stoned now. On Sunday the 15th I’m moving away to Gothenburg to start school. Sheesh, now I have to find plates, flatware and glassware =_=
Nothin’ new to report except that.